Whats Going On

I saw you joking
And fooling around
You had that special way
Of atracting a croud

I was one of them
I wanting to be your girl
I thought i was in love
I got in a wirl

I finaly did it
And asked you out
And not to long after
You where all i could think about

My freinds diddnt like you
You couldnt earn their tust
But i ignored them
And focused on us

I was so happy
I thought u had found
The guy i would always
Want to be around

You walked me to lessons
I waved you goodbye
And thourt for a moment
That time was flying by

But my ex interfered
It all whent pear shape
Soon our perfect love
Was tangled with hate

Did he spred any rumors
Or was it just lies
Did he pass on fulse mesages
Or use one of his spys

But what if he did nothing?
Is he he one to blame?
Did he actualy say anything?
Does he know its not a game?

Why am i so confused?
Who can i trust?
Can i just say sorry?
Is tgat that not enugh?

Im scared that he did nothing
That everything was me
Did i seem to desperate?
Did i seem to clingy?

He treats me like a friend
Witch is not what i expected
But the thing that realy confuses me
Is why i was regected

I thort he was my boyfriend
But now its so much less
Now your just my friend
And im just some girl in a dress

Why do you not like me?
If its some thing i did im sorry
I dont want you to hate me
I dont want me to worry

So what can i do
Do you have a good idia?
Does seeing it from the outside
Help you out here?

For @alwilmot to show her that some times looking at things from the outside helps just as much.