This is not a poem. Sorry.:/ when I get angry I write instead of rant. What do you think? :)
Why do you have to be better at everything? No I shouldn't compare myself to you, because frankly I'm better than that. If you were in my shoes you'd hate it. Because sometimes I swear you think that the world revolves around you. Well just a news flash... It doesn't.
I often have to try so hard to get what I want that I have to practically force the thoughts in. This can sometimes work or on the other hand could result in complete failure.
Either way you'll show me up and make me feel bad. I think it's just in your nature. To be honest if I could be smart, then I would use it to my advantage. This wouldn't mean that I would boast about what I could achieve, but I'd help people that didn't quite understand something.
Because really, you can't be that smart... You can scarcely acknowledge that not everyone knows everything. This is just not life. Although to you it is. I hate the fact that you can just change your mood instantly just because I'm not congratulating you as much as you think I should be.
Not everyone is intelligent ok?! Why can't you just accept that?
Because what hurts most of all is that you pretend to be happy about me... When really I know that you'll be in your own world thinking about yourself. And it fills me with rage and disappointment.
Some days you'll look over at me like I'm doing it on purpose. But you have no idea...
You always want you're own way and I can't take much more of it!. You dominate every breath I draw and control every action I do.
Maybe I just want someone to blame. It could all just be jealously. But I know that if you knew all of this you wouldn't be able to deny it. But you wouldn't admit it either.
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