What do you do when your best isn't enough?
When you try so hard and it's just too tough.
Do you just stop living?
Do you lay down and die?
Do you make an extra effort,
Or do you just start to cry?
It's too overwhelming,
And it's just so rough.
What do you do when your best isn't enough?
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I don't have much to tell you. I'm Nat, I'm 15, and I'm ridiculously boring
Heart and mind are never in sync. Try as I might but there seems to be no link. Mind says go and heart says stop. And I am just stuck and can't reach the top. Heart and mind both cause me pain.
I'm falling short of. Your hopeless expectation,. You wanted plastic-perfection. But I'm just a reckless misdirection,. So let the alarm bells ring,. I'm the odds and ends of something,.
No one ever listens,. Yet I always try,. Sometimes I just want to run away,. Curl up and begun to cry,. No one ever cared,. Yet I do my best,. I'm sorry I'm only one person,.
I want to talk, but who to talk to. In here there is no one what should I do. The mistake it is in my mind. I want to forget it I want it to hide.
No tears, just thoughts Of what if. And if not. Who I am hates who I've been But I'm still wrapped up in sin I'm jealous. I'm okay. I'm angry. Can this all go away.
I hate how you imply that I should be more like you I hate how I'll never be that I hate how you don't talk to me, but say I'm the one that doesn't talk I hate how I know I won't ever start the...
I hate my mood swings And I hate what they do One moment I am happy The other I can't seem to get through I try to acknowledge their existence But it seems that they are very persistent One moment...
Funny thing about beginnings, You never know when they start, One day everything's normal, Next you have my heart, I thought I learned my lesson from the last time round, But once again I let myself...
π nice work, maybe 1st two lines of 2nd verse could swop with 2nd two lines so it building up to the more extreme? Great piece
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