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I Should Of Said No

Funny thing about beginnings,
You never know when they start,
One day everything's normal,
Next you have my heart,
I thought I learned my lesson from the last time round,
But once again I let myself down.

I should of been stronger,
I should of said no,
Saved all this time and heartbreak,
If only I had known,
When you strolled over,
And took me by surprise,
My heart was saying go
But I should of said no.

Have you ever had that rush,
From knowing something's no good,
Yet you still crave it,
Over and over again,
It's completely selfish,
It's completely clichΓ©,
Why couldn't of just said,
What I wanted to say!

I should of been stronger,
I should of said no,
Saved all this time and heartbreak,
If only I had known,
When you strolled over,
And took me by surprise,
My heart was saying go
But I should of said no.

Now it's nagging in my head,
It's superior - it knows best,
Telling me I was wrong,
Forcing me to see damage I've done,
From one tiny little question,
I've destroyed so many lives,
Because I took the easy route,
The cowards way out.

I should of been stronger,
I should of said no,
Saved all this time and heartbreak,
If only I had known,
When you strolled over,
And took me by surprise,
My heart was saying go
But I should of said no.

CluelessOwl

@CluelessOwl

β€œI can't explain myself, I'm afraid, sir, because I'm not myself you see.” -Alice in Wonderland

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Comments & Feedback (2)

Fantastic piece, highly emotional πŸ˜„πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜

@minxyMolly Aw, thanks! ✌

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