It's funny how depression works one minute you're fine, the next you feel life's caving in one step at a time.

It's not like I enjoy this feeling nor do I want it, I try my best to hide it even just for a bit.

I push people away, even ones that I love, I feel it's best to let them free like a wedding day dove.

At times I feel happier than I've ever felt then suddenly it changes and I'm way beyond help.

Maybe one day I'll learn to change my ways, but until then I'll have to learn to fight through the day.

With people around to love you it doesn't feel as it could, if I didn't have her i wouldn't be all i could.