Have you ever felt so unwanted and depressed that you're at the verge of bursting into tears? I feel like that probably most of the time. I realized though I could never let out my feelings thinking that when I tell someone how I feel they just won't understand and I just feel worse. When I'm on the verge of tears and I lock myself in the room I could never bring myself to cry for some reason. Instead I just write it all down here and share my feelings to the world and hope that other people, basically strangers, understand. I want to cry but I just can't, I bottle it up and then when something really upsets me I let everything out and I snap. I can't help myself, it feels like I can't let out my feelings and when I do, everyone thinks I'm over dramatic. It feels as if I just can't win.
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I understand, honest. It's better to let it out cos it's just gonna keep piling up. You know you can let it out on here. We'll listen, I'll listen x 💙
@toriaelizabeth im sorry i just saw ur comment haven't been on opuss in a while well thanks and i might start writing again and telling how i feel, I'll keep it in mind
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