Waving A White Flag

sarahgamal • 351 followers

It's getting harder to stand tall
All I want for now is to just fall
It's not self pity and not a desperate call
Never done them and don't like them at all

Just want to hide for a while
Get under my cover and just hush hush with no fake smiles
No emotions and no care
Just me and myself. No one to stare.

The ups and downs of life I usually handle well
For I climbed up and down the roughest hills
Strongly on my own and sometimes against my will
But for now it's getting harder to stand still

I am not in pain and not even sad
Maybe numb a bit which might sound bad
Need a break so for now I am waiving a white flag to be at peace
Not giving up for I know how to take a fall and how to put back every broken piece

#emotional-struggle #general #mental-health #resilience #self-reflection

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Comments & Feedback (6)

Dec 30, 2012 at 9:52 AM

Know exactly how you feel Sarah! Big hug ❤😘💐

Dec 30, 2012 at 12:09 PM

This sounds like my mood today, have a day off come back fighting tomorrow 😘💝💐

Dec 30, 2012 at 1:41 PM

Aw 😢😢 Stay strong sweetheart 👊👊👊 👍❤😘

Dec 30, 2012 at 3:58 PM

Awww, you OK? Tough times eh? But sounds like you'll bounce back. Big hugs my dear!🌟✨💗💪💪💗✨🌟

Dec 30, 2012 at 4:14 PM

Hope things start to get better for you💜💙💚😘😘

Dec 30, 2012 at 9:24 PM

Hope you are ok gorgeous lady? 😘🌹💝

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