I want you to look at me.
Acknowledge my existence,
Acknowledge my pain,
Stop being so persistent
About me being so insane.
Maybe I am insane for still being here,
Maybe I am instance because I still want you near.
Do not push your luck with me any longer,
After being with you, I have no choice but to be stronger.
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A 32 mother of 2 .
You can't fix me if I'm not broken. Everything has already been taken. You need to let me be I can't stay here so unhappy. I need to be left alone. Where I can be set free to roam.
Im tired of sitting alone. Im tired of having no one. In tired of waiting for something to happen. Im tired of missing. Im tired of yelling. Im tired of crying. Im tired of starving.
I want to write like there's no tomorrow. My fingers cramp at the thought of all the memories. Not sure if I'm ready to share those. They longer in the depths of who I once was. I miss her. The old...
Don't cry in the shower. No one Is there to give you their shoulder, care. Don't cry in the corner with no one around. People will be looking but you'll never be found.
Having one of those days where my mind feels all screwed up and I want to crawl into the comfort of isolation. But I can't do that, I can't slip into that again.
The mirror, It breaks My self esteem shatters with it Can't look myself in the eyes It's too much, I quit I try so hard to make myself right I've given all that I've got I've used up all of my...
Have you ever felt so unwanted and depressed that you're at the verge of bursting into tears. I feel like that probably most of the time.
Insecurities. They cloud me like a hive. An angry swarm of liquid wasps. Eating me alive. Faults and failures. They run along my skin. Wearing all my flesh away. Until I'm bones; I'm thin.
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