I don't feel myself today, my thoughts and actions keep getting in my way... I feel so bad and shitty inside, this wicked world is taking me for a ride... My family is small, oh yes it's true, I don't wish this feeling upon any of you... When I wake up at night and can't fall asleep, I wonder if it's me who's really the creep... My heart is heavy and my shoulders weighed down, if I were a king I'd for sure lose my crown... If life were a game and easy to play, I don't think that I would be here today... How did I let myself go so far, my mind is speeding like a runaway car... Up and down this road it will lead me, the pennies in my pocket certainly won't feed me... I reach out and grab at all I can see, so far my efforts has caused misery... I guess there's a chance, there's something I can do, my life is such a mess when I compare it to you... The words I am writing may seem dark and low, but as of rite now, it's all that I know.... I love you, I love you, I honestly do, can't imagine my life without some one like you..... dab.....
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DAD ERASE THIS AND MAKE SUMTHIN UP LOL
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