Heart and mind are never in sync
Try as I might but there seems to be no link
Mind says go and heart says stop
And I am just stuck and can't reach the top
Heart and mind both cause me pain
Heart says wait and I do in vain
Mind says run
But my feet weigh a ton
Heart and mind will never be in sync
And it seems that I will be running out of my happy ink
Heart is happy but mind feels crappy
And it seems like a battle that none of them will win
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A 32 mother of 2 .
No one ever listens,. Yet I always try,. Sometimes I just want to run away,. Curl up and begun to cry,. No one ever cared,. Yet I do my best,. I'm sorry I'm only one person,.
I hate how you imply that I should be more like you I hate how I'll never be that I hate how you don't talk to me, but say I'm the one that doesn't talk I hate how I know I won't ever start the...
No tears, just thoughts Of what if. And if not. Who I am hates who I've been But I'm still wrapped up in sin I'm jealous. I'm okay. I'm angry. Can this all go away.
I'm falling short of. Your hopeless expectation,. You wanted plastic-perfection. But I'm just a reckless misdirection,. So let the alarm bells ring,. I'm the odds and ends of something,.
I want to talk, but who to talk to. In here there is no one what should I do. The mistake it is in my mind. I want to forget it I want it to hide.
What do you do when your best isn't enough. When you try so hard and it's just too tough. Do you just stop living. Do you lay down and die. Do you make an extra effort, Or do you just start to cry.
Like you care, what I do. It's me that's damaged, not you. It's not your fault, not his not hers. But is it mine, and all my trapped up fears. Things resurface, with no real cause.
#acrostic. Come to me, old enemy mine, I shall welcome you a while. Overdue, a chat with you; my behaviour you defile. Make me pay in every way for our antics through the night.
@leelee101 I know 😢 will move on as always though. Hopefully soon enough. Thank you Lee for the rp ❤😘
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