Fragmented, I am torn inside,
Tried to run and tried to hide.
Tried to face, could not abide,
Because I saw your hateful side.
Cracked and shattered deep within,
Feel like I'm drowned in sin.
Cornered and the line wears thin,
My grimace I wish was a grin.
Broken, cornered, caged up tight,
I feel like I'm starved of light.
Turn your gaze; I'm a sore sight,
Yet I won't leave without a fight.
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Dark, how I see and feel. unsurmountable odds against. futures uncertain, poisonous present. emotions raped and joy murdered. Dark, how I think and hear. conflicted decisions of torment.
Sense the despair this night. You know you bring on this fight. Bleed to cool the boiling. This hot sensation from inside. Bleed to stop the spoiling. And hang on for this ride.
If you had a secret That nobody else knew Would you tell somebody Or keep it close to you.
If I could I'd chose to lose. The memories that I can't refuse. The ones that keep me up at night. The ones I try but can not fight. I'd let the surgeons rip them out.
No one ever listens,. Yet I always try,. Sometimes I just want to run away,. Curl up and begun to cry,. No one ever cared,. Yet I do my best,. I'm sorry I'm only one person,.
I'm scared to jump into the fire I'm scared I'm gonna fall I won't ever take the risk I won't lose it all I'll never know until I try But is it worth the pain Should I open up my heart Or shut it...
Words used to pacify Covering a lie... A connection broken Remnants a token... A mouth babbles The truth unravels... No matter at what cost I would've lost...
No tears, just thoughts Of what if. And if not. Who I am hates who I've been But I'm still wrapped up in sin I'm jealous. I'm okay. I'm angry. Can this all go away.
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