Fragmented, I am torn inside,
Tried to run and tried to hide.
Tried to face, could not abide,
Because I saw your hateful side.
Cracked and shattered deep within,
Feel like I'm drowned in sin.
Cornered and the line wears thin,
My grimace I wish was a grin.
Broken, cornered, caged up tight,
I feel like I'm starved of light.
Turn your gaze; I'm a sore sight,
Yet I won't leave without a fight.
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Sense the despair this night. You know you bring on this fight. Bleed to cool the boiling. This hot sensation from inside. Bleed to stop the spoiling. And hang on for this ride.
If I could I'd chose to lose. The memories that I can't refuse. The ones that keep me up at night. The ones I try but can not fight. I'd let the surgeons rip them out.
If you had a secret That nobody else knew Would you tell somebody Or keep it close to you.
Dark, how I see and feel. unsurmountable odds against. futures uncertain, poisonous present. emotions raped and joy murdered. Dark, how I think and hear. conflicted decisions of torment.
The constant battle of head versus heart, Both struggling to be separate, apart. My head tells me yes, You'll be skint less. My heart tells me no, Will you be happy. How do you know.
They told me I wouldn't regret it. That'd I'd be so so happy. So I did it.. And all my nerves felt like they were going to explode. My chest hurt and I wanted to sleep. I knew the answer.
I've never been good, In dire situations, The seriousness, Is overwhelming, Leaving me with little feeling, Little breathing, I don't know what to do, Stand. Sit.
I'm fed up. With not. Knowing. What to do. I'm fucked. One way. Or another. I'm bored. With this life. With feeling. Torn up. Inside. Can't stay. Can't go. Don't know. How to choose. How to break.
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