If I could I'd chose to lose
The memories that I can't refuse
The ones that keep me up at night
The ones I try but can not fight
I'd let the surgeons rip them out
Along with them I'd lose my doubt
Along with that I'd lose the pain
I know, I fear they must remain
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If you had a secret That nobody else knew Would you tell somebody Or keep it close to you.
Dark, how I see and feel. unsurmountable odds against. futures uncertain, poisonous present. emotions raped and joy murdered. Dark, how I think and hear. conflicted decisions of torment.
Sense the despair this night. You know you bring on this fight. Bleed to cool the boiling. This hot sensation from inside. Bleed to stop the spoiling. And hang on for this ride.
#phrase #brokenpieces Fragmented, I am torn inside, Tried to run and tried to hide. Tried to face, could not abide, Because I saw your hateful side.
I don't know why today, drained I feel in many ways. Not done much -though, it feels like more, more than the other days. Did I unpack my life, refill it with ordeal and strife.
I hate how you imply that I should be more like you I hate how I'll never be that I hate how you don't talk to me, but say I'm the one that doesn't talk I hate how I know I won't ever start the...
Day and Night. The dark and then the light. The dark is a bitter bite. Taking away any fight. Across the hills you can hear my cries. A shaking scream into my mind. Inside me my soul dies.
I feel like I'm drowning at sea. one wave crashing down onto me. with another yet to come round. water filling my mouth. stopping me from making a sound. this is what it feels. to have such secrecy.
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