Words used to pacify
Covering a lie...
A connection broken
Remnants a token...
A mouth babbles
The truth unravels...
No matter at what cost
I would've lost...
Could've had it all
But from grace I fall...
Scolded once again
Living through the pain...
Had I been more wise
You'd have not been my demise
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The doubt starts to creep in. Slow like a vine wrapping around a flower. Things change, the seasons the weather and people. You wonder if your the only one holding on.
Heart and mind are never in sync. Try as I might but there seems to be no link. Mind says go and heart says stop. And I am just stuck and can't reach the top. Heart and mind both cause me pain.
Have you ever been caught between two decisions. (Ofcourse you have) Your body and every physical sense demanding you take the quick fix and your mind telling you it is illogical and to wait.
No one ever listens,. Yet I always try,. Sometimes I just want to run away,. Curl up and begun to cry,. No one ever cared,. Yet I do my best,. I'm sorry I'm only one person,.
I'm scared to jump into the fire I'm scared I'm gonna fall I won't ever take the risk I won't lose it all I'll never know until I try But is it worth the pain Should I open up my heart Or shut it...
No tears, just thoughts Of what if. And if not. Who I am hates who I've been But I'm still wrapped up in sin I'm jealous. I'm okay. I'm angry. Can this all go away.
Sense the despair this night. You know you bring on this fight. Bleed to cool the boiling. This hot sensation from inside. Bleed to stop the spoiling. And hang on for this ride.
I'm trapped between my heart and my mind, My mind telling me what's wrong, My heart telling me what's right, My heart telling me to stay because I love her, My mind telling me to move on.
@RichWithey thanks Rich and mwah for the RP when are you posting the results for beginning line? π
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