The doubt starts to creep in. Slow like a vine wrapping around a flower. Things change, the seasons the weather and people. You wonder if your the only one holding on. The warm grip slowly slipping away. You reach out trying to hold on. Grasping at anything to keep things the same. The slight mannerisms change. All you can do is watch it happen. It will be better this way. Changes is good. Happens for a reason you tell yourself. You think should I pull back and accept it or fight to keep it. If I fight is the battle only one sided. Is the other person throwing up their arms in defeat. The last salvation is to drop to your knees and pray. Pray that it's not over that things aren't changing. Sorry just rambling. :)
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