Brutal Game.

'Just one more kiss'
He said to me,
But a kiss from him-
was never free.

He'd use me, drop me,
Toy and play,
Withdraw his 'love'
I'd fade away-

And on the brink he'd say again
'Just one more kiss'
To take the pain.

A brutal game,
But I'm addicted
Whether inside,
I'm too conflicted.

It might feel good,
But when it's gone,
I realise
He's done me wrong.

He likes this game.
He's so in charge,
While I'm too small,
He rules, he's large.

And so I'll play,
For just one kiss,
Is worth the pain,
I would not miss.