No Words.

I try as hard as hard may get,
Yet words fall from my mind,
For when I'm put in front of you,
I'm deaf, I'm dumb, I'm blind.

How can I have much to say,
When I can't form one word?

How can I be understood,
When even I'm not heard?

How can I say how I feel,
When sentences won't come?

How can you just understand,
When my words just seem dumb?

Inside my head my brain's alive,
No, it won't let me sleep.
It tries and tries to iterate,
The thoughts I need are deep.

But try as hard as hard may get,
These words fall from my mind,
For when I'm put in front of you,
I'm deaf, I'm dumb, I'm blind.