Shy

redfae • 857 followers

I don't want to disappear
Like I was never here
I want for you to see
To understand me
To have your attention
Gives the best reaction
I love that emotion
The spike, the rush
But it's all to much
For me to take
So I forsake
Fade out of sight
A wall flowers delight
I miss the heat
Grilled in my seat
So I may play up
As time goes by
Fighting being shy
Take notice
Please see me
Even if only fleeting
That moment you see
For me is everything

#emotional-vulnerability #general #introspection #social-anxiety

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