A flush the size of Asia,
Spreads out across me cheeks.
I've only seen you once or twice,
And my colour always leaks.
My heartbeat speeds up quickly,
Pounding like a race.
I wish I could control my pulse,
Or never show my face.
Breath catching in my tight throat,
Stay calm and breathe, okay?
I wish this didn't happen, but-
It happens every day...
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I don't want to disappear. Like I was never here. I want for you to see. To understand me. To have your attention. Gives the best reaction. I love that emotion. The spike, the rush.
I try as hard as hard may get, Yet words fall from my mind, For when I'm put in front of you, I'm deaf, I'm dumb, I'm blind. How can I have much to say, When I can't form one word.
Run gaz run she shouted. I'm not forest gump.
I don't know why I can't say I'm too lost I don't know the way I'm always like this I'm terrified Of new people Especially guys.
I'm the girl. Who will watch you. And think you look nice. But not have the courage to. I'm the girl. Who doesn't speak. Who runs from eyes. And is too weak. I'm the girl. Who hides far.
That was a problem I had when I was young, it's very annoying. Just when you need to appear cool and unflustered. It doesn't happen now, now I cry! Can't control it, new baby, someone suffering, tots in a nativity play, anything! 😭😭😭😹
@crowncottage @TheCodsPollocks not really got the hots for someone, I just get super annoyed by my ability to blush ridiculously easily! 😂😂💚
I sympathise with you - I used to work with a lad who turned red, and I mean bright, bright red, over just about everything ! 😊💜
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