I wish I could take it back,
The words dripped from my tongue,
Those putrid things I threw at you,
With spite and hurt I slung.
A pang of pain inside of me,
The smell of my regret,
A mould I shaped unwillingly,
I left too long; it's set.
Wishing I could take it back,
Erase what I had said,
Take back every single tear,
I know since then you've shed.
But life does not have a 'rewind',
What's done is done, and done,
I can't erase the awful feeling,
That I have jumped the gun.
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This post might seem annoying, Or silly or a bore, And what I just don't want to do, Is make an old wound sore. But I don't understand it.
I don't know what to say But it hurts me when I read What's been written about my people I feel my heart bleed.
Words used to pacify Covering a lie... A connection broken Remnants a token... A mouth babbles The truth unravels... No matter at what cost I would've lost...
The words they get stuck in my throat, My heart's lodged with a shard. I never knew I'd struggle so much, That this would be so hard.
Running around my head, Like tiny little ants. What you said, Is it really true. Flying through my mind, Those words so cruel. Could words be so unkind. Or was it all lies.
This lump in my throat. The weight on my shoulders. Make the fear in my heart. So much harder to bear. Please don't forget. Just turn and you'll see. My face. So remember me. Remember me.
Looking into them eyes everyday. They find a way to make me stay. Stay though life is bad. Not kick off when I feel so mad. To let things out, talk some more. Even if I lock the door.
It's complicated. Very complicated. You wouldn't understand, How it is to stand here, Not knowing where I stand.
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