Complicated...

It's complicated. Very complicated.
You wouldn't understand,
How it is to stand here,
Not knowing where I stand.

Life feels like one great big muddle,
I don't know myself any more,
My brain is constantly confused,
I'm not the person I was before.

Even the simplest of sentences,
Just don't sink in,
It's like I don't speak a language-
I don't understand anything.

There's only one thing I know,
For certain, I mean,
I don't know how to put it,
So I'm just going to come clean:

I love you...