Relationship

Do you ever get the feeling that you got to have it all?
But you never did so, coz uh,
After the fight, she was the one that said that it was pointless, hopeless,
You feel me?(sigh)
Have you ever had a million, and had to spend it all on a girl,
And she don’t even feel ya,
Do you ever stop and think that you maybe dreaming?
And when you open your eyes really wide,
You realize,
You don’t even know what you been yelling at?

Have you ever had to love somebody, so bad your heart stops dead?
And even when you trying to revive it,
You find yourself saying things,
You don’t even know that you don’t mean?

Man I can’t stop feeling so helpless, and am sitting here thinking, this is quite a hot mess,

Do you ever think about, or even recognize,
When your life’s a lie?
And when life is living you or it’s the opposite?

Have you had to feel so low that you couldn’t even move?
Withdrawn from the fight that you was on too,
It’s almost like you’re paralyzed, like somebody just turned your lights out,
But it’s really a state of mind,
And so you ask God to change yours and “not mine”,
It’s a damn shame,
Coz we done been together since junior high,

Do you know the feeling?
When your soul splits even, two sides, same coins,
You tell yourself that maybe you should lay low and start the healing,
After you cried your heart out the previous night, yelling at the ceiling,
When your mind is about to explode, feels like you just hit a wall,
Oh it’s a dead end, time so slow, and it never ends,
It’s like you hearing gun shots, and you see the bullets,
Heading straight to your head,



It was up until I broke it off with you, when I knew,
I was like a crush dummy falling off a building,
Like about 10 miles off the ground,
don’t even call it suicide; call it saving lives,
It’s the only how I could describe the time we had,
Hoping that when I got out of this alive,
I could save love

Have you ever had somebody trying to ruin what you have with somebody that you really feeling?
And made your girl hate to be with the man that she arguing with?
When you found out it was really her best friend that did it all, you tried to make it work,
But it fell apart like dominos,
Resting on a knife edge,
And you couldn’t even take a pain killer for this type of heart ache,

Have you ever been misunderstood?
And when you thought it was going to get any better soon,
You find yourself right back in the same hood,
With nothing else to give, and everything to lose,
And you got to chose, walking up a hill with the same boots,
Use or be used, or use each other,
Like what people sometimes do,

Ok, now am just playing confused,
But I guess what am really trying to say is,
Love yourself before somebody do,
We all have our different views; some really are twisted and loose,
But as amusing as it is, I still found you,

So when you find that you are unappreciated, listen to the groove,
Nod your head to the sound of this tune,
It’s the medicine that some don’t approve,
And like I said, “Different views”
I do me and you should do you, forgive me, coz I forgive you

Peace.