Outside And Inside

On the outside, I am calm.
I am not angry.
On the inside, I am screaming. I am angry.
On the outside, I have respect. I have peace.
On the inside, I have lost all respect for most people. I am filled with hate.
On the outside, I have a smile on my face. I am happy.
On the inside, I am burning in the depths of hell.
On the outside, I can breathe.
On the inside, I am dead.