Friendship

Sometimes I wonder what this is all about? As I have spent my whole life long dedicated to being a good friend.
I take this role very seriously and pour my heart into it. I am loyal to a fault, kind, thoughtful, generous as much as I can be in money, time and words. Ok, now that I am a mummy I may not be as on the ball as previously. But hey, two little beings grew from me and I owe them first dibs!

But that doesn't detract from my good nature or my views on what a true friend is. How come I am left out in the cold? Whilst you all move on or choose to do so much without me.

Yes, I have great strength but you are not aware of this. How do you know I do not shatter because of your thoughtless words or unthinking actions. I am your friend on Facebook, I can read!

I should have had a sister. Someone bound by blood to be my lifelong friend. Instead I am a lost sibling, devoid of a brother, a honouree only child. Still think that sucks!

Should I be more confident? The instigator? I am afraid, that my friendship won't be returned and I will be left alone again. Thank you childhood bullies, your damage has been withstanding. Lifetime guarantee!

I haven't got time for this, I have a life to lead. But still it drags me down, consumes my time and energy.

Friendship? I'd like to say you're not worth the hassle but we both know the truth!