Models Puh-Lease!

Chaptor 10:

Amy's POV:

"I love you."
... Did he just say that? I cant believe it... I dont know what to think this cant be happening again. Why is my mind whirling? I cant lose it now. I need to have a clear mind... I cant go insane now.
"Im sorry, Amy"
My head slowed down when he spoke. Why was he sorry? There is nothing wrong with what he said.
"You shouldn't be."
"Why not? I ruined our friendship because of my feelings." (Trey)
"Your right, our friendship is over, but-" (me)
There is no point in finishing now, he's unconsicious again.
"buzzzzzz" Ha! I finally remembered to put it on vibrate!
'Hey, Amy we should hang out' From Evan.
Ugh! I completely forgot about Evan! Where am I going? Im not really sure but I guess where ever my legs are taking me.
They take me to the Albineo Indian Mounds. Its a bike/walking trail a few blocks from my house. I found a secret trail a year ago and thats where Im going. I know every twist and turn like the back off my hand by now. At the end there's a meadow with a huge willow tree in the middle. Its my favorite place to relax and just think. And trust me, I could use some thinking right now.
•––•––•––•––•––•––•––•––•––•––•––•––•––•––•––•––•
"I love you." His voice just keeps repeating through my head. Everything he's said.
"Hey GurrrlFraaaande!"
"We arent even friends, she doesnt know me"
"I want a girl who likes me for me."
But the thing is, do know him and we are friends. And I was friends with him because I liked HIM, not his looks and I wasnt trying to get him to date me. I was always happy when I was with him... And when he was gone I missed him... Maybe I lo— Ugh! What about Evan though? Modelling with him was really fun and— Whatever! There was nothing special there. I never felt the way I feel about Trey with Evan.
Because I love Trey. Not Evan.
But, loving will just make me go insane... Again. I cant do that. I dont want to go crazy. One if these times it's not just gonna happen in my head, people are going to see it. I dont want to end up in some mental hospital being treated like a little kid. I cant do that. I wont do that. Being insane is not something Im proud of, but containing it is.
Wait! I was going to tell Trey that I didnt want to be friends anymore, I wanted to be more... But all he heard was, "Our friendship is over"
What if he thinks I dont like him back?

{Author's Note: Im sorry guys, I know this isnt one of my best but I've been really busy... Sorry it took so long to write, too}