Sunrise vs. Depression

I have a nice room
But what does it matter if I don't want to be in there?

I have nice siblings
But what does it matter if they all moved away and I can't see them when I want?

I have nice parents
But what does it matter if they're not at home or if they fight and swear?

I have a chance to go to school
But what does it matter if I don't know why I'm going there?

I have nice friends
But what does it matter if they don't want to see me or if they're too busy?

I have time on my hands
But what does it matter if I don't know what I should do with it?

I have found inspiration
But what does it matter if I don't have time to make my plans true?

I have dreams and there're things I want to do
But what does it matter if society says I'm too old or young for them?

I have talent and skills and I'm good at many things
But what does it matter if I don't know what to do when I grow up?

I have a medal, big prize, "For the best writer"
But what does it matter if no one reads my writings?

I have someone who I love deeply
But what does it matter if they don't love me back, someone else loves them
too and "we're too young"?

I have a precious precious life
But what does it matter if I don't see a point in it?

They tell me I'm
depressed for life
But what does it all matter if I see a beautiful sunrise!