I Wanted To Be A Butterfly Today

I need a break. When everything becomes too much to able on you're on edge: just waiting for that one word, one action to push you over… but it doesn't! You enter dark days suffering wishing to be pushed into the darkness to save yourself but all you can do is sit I'm the mercy of others hands.

I wanted to be a butterfly today. See the world from above.
I wanted to be a butterfly today; I wanted to be alone. I wanted to show everyone I could do this alone.
I wanted to be a butterfly today. I wanted to forget, for I had only one day to live.
I wanted to be a butterfly today. To live and die without pain.
But most of all; I wanted to be a butterfly today to fly away..