Mr Gomez

After this many years, it's starts to become a joke. There's a reason why I never bothered. I never believed in it. Once upon a time I did, but things change. People break you. You start to think this just wasn't meant for you. And all this time I've done so well without it.

26th October 2012. It's weird because I've never remembered a day. No one was quite that special. But somehow you were and I knew that. I tried so hard not to feel anything. I guess it's kinda typical. Had anyone else felt like there was a opposite gender who was exactly like you? Because they exist. And when you find them, it becomes quite hard to forget them. For the first time it was nothing I did.. He was lonely and I felt it. He needed someone but one was just never enough. He had a pain, and ache that never seemed to go away. And I felt it. I still do.