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still compus mentis

Seeing my aged grandmother,
Age still;
Smiling at me
Kindly
Seeing her loop conversations
Till
I smile back at her wryly

It breaks me to see this now;
She seemed so strong, endless wit
And here she is, forgetful
Now
And she doesn't remember
Believing it

Sadly, I stand to turn
Away
My mother comes, smiling the same
She starts to loop in the same
Way;
I wish this were all just a game,
But then I fear I'm the same.

Soon to be trapped, repeating myself
Insisting sanity,
But losing self.

MWBennett

@MWBennett

I am Matt, a london teenager, fanatical sailor and occasional windsurfer. I would like nothing more than to be a writer, poet and novelist when I'm slightly older and I consider myself a jack of all trades (but master of none :P). Join me for my (usually) daily poetry, very occasional stories, songs and shenanigans about anything that tickles my fancy! I always follow back ;)

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Comments & Feedback (7)

I so relate to this my nan is in denial at the minute and won't accept any treatment xxx great honest write thank you ๐Ÿ‘

@tetti2 more to do with the fact that dementia runs in my family and I'm already showing the signals :/

@tetti2 but it is quite common. 1/3 elderly people in the UK have it

@MWBennett thing is something has to give either our bodies or our minds. It runs in my family also and I worry a lot about it I think healthy life style and actively trying to keep your brain alive helps a great deal. Still a scary thought though ๐Ÿ˜ข

Yeah, it scares me when I mix up the names of people I know so I just think more before I speak , it helps to take things slow :P

My mother suffered too. A friend wrote a poem for me, after she had gone, that you might like to read. It's called: Tom's poem for Mum. It was such a difficult time, I dread ending up the same! ๐Ÿ™

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