Tomorrow is my last day of college. It still hasn't sunk in yet, but thats generally the case with me, nothing hits me till I'm in the moment, by then it's too late.
I stuck in a dilemma now but this time it's serious, the choices I make now will stay with me forever, for better or worse.
What should I do when the day ends tomorrow because from then on there will be nobody around to answer my questions.
Parents nagging in one ear, my conscious struggling to speak in another.
Time in running out and decisions need to be made, should I give in like the rest and give up hope that life will get better, should I listen to parents that don't care and follow theirs aggressive words, should I continue with what I'm good at knowing that's it's not something I want to do, or should I choose a new path, one that I have always been passionate about, but to scared to purse it.
Grrrrr I hate my head, too much to think about, too many decisions hovering around me. So many unanswered questions. So little time, or am I still not ready to face my reality.
On the verge of a melt down, in need of help.
What should I do?
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