Breaking Down

Breaking Down
Dec 22, 2011. 10:56pm SLC Airport

Who are you
Where are you
Why can't I feel your name
As much as the pain stings
You used to be everything
And sanity
Calamity
So much that I can see
Is going up in flames
Again.

I'm breaking down
my walls to
let someone else in
I'm tearing down the waterfalls that crash and bury everything

That you meant to me
Your name is everywhere
I can't help but stare
At the letters

the swoop of the letters
Letters we used to send
Do you remember me
My mint green eyes
Surrounded by yours
So warm and dark and chocolate
You forgot it

Where do I go?
I need to know
I love you so
Oh oh
Let it snow.
Let the stars fall
And let the windows open and close
Let the moon shine
And let some guy pose for your photos

He won't look at you
The same way you used to look at me
I mean my picture
Then my face
Our arms around in an embrace
Hands holding on to the day
You were whisked away
By your own fear

My dear my dear
You were supposed to be here
Next to me in the airport on the way home
Now I fly away
To the night
To family and I just might
Be a little less alone

Where's your phone?
Did you erase my name
Are you playing games
Will you ever be the same
With what's his name
Shame on you

You knew
You lied
You tied me up in all this chaos
Days lost
Fists tossed at the wall
But most of all
I miss you.

That's all.