Losing You Was Not What I Thought It Would Be

MrsS • 265 followers

Never any love,
Not a tear shed for me.

No 'warm and fuzzy feeling'
that was surely meant to be?

Many years of pushing,
pushing me away,
then you left me without a hope,
a hope I held till your dying day.

The loss I felt was only for me,
for who were you?
Just another Father, unfortunately.
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Hello Peeps! This one feels a bit lame, but I've been out of the game for a little while now.... Though it's nice to have a little time to pop in.
You're all looking good!!! (trying to catch up with some pieces from you all, but time is tight - i'll do my best!) x

#emotional-distance #family-trauma #general #parental-abandonment #poetry

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MrsS

Sep 17, 2012 at 1:12 PM

@leelee101 'LOSS' Hi!!! Thought I'd drop by and give this one a go. Missing you all, but life's just too hectic to keep it up too often 😳😉😄 x

Irrational_Kimmi

Sep 17, 2012 at 1:13 PM

Hi @MrsS nice to see you around again 😊

leelee101

Sep 17, 2012 at 1:17 PM

There she is! ❤ lovely little piece Caroline, good to have you back! 👍😘🌹

MrsS

Sep 17, 2012 at 1:18 PM

@Irrational_Kimmi @leelee101 Thanks guys, s'good to be here! 😉😚😚

sjw

Sep 17, 2012 at 1:50 PM

Hey@MrsS!! It's lovely to see you again ☺💐

eddie12309

Sep 17, 2012 at 2:04 PM

It's not lame at all. 👍💚

MrsS

Sep 17, 2012 at 2:48 PM

@sjw @eddie12309 Thanks for your lovely comments ladies 😚😚

misslittleDHP

Sep 17, 2012 at 6:56 PM

Great to have you back my sweet....how have you been lovely lady 😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘

MrsS

Sep 17, 2012 at 10:18 PM

@misslittleDHP So so, better now....! Thanks for asking 😊😚. Been a bit of a 'void' lately, so I left for a bit (also due to full-on family stuff ). Missed it here though 💜💚❤💙💛

naaviie

Sep 18, 2012 at 12:25 AM

Not lame at all!! 💚👏✨

MrsS

Sep 18, 2012 at 12:27 AM

@naaviie Sometimes I feel angry and lazy about it at the same time! Been feeling that a lot lately - makes me read this and think 'it's not enough' (to convey the feelings). Thanks for your comment x

naaviie

Sep 18, 2012 at 12:31 AM

No point dwelling on something you're on happy with, but for the record sometimes simple is just best and I knew exactly what you were saying in this which is more than can be said for some 😉 hope you're doing well

MrsS

Sep 18, 2012 at 12:37 AM

@naaviie Thanks ☺ I'm alright, just feeling a bit emotionally fragile! Life's a rollercoaster eh?! 😉 Hope you're keeping well?

naaviie

Sep 18, 2012 at 12:38 AM

Oh that's a shame, I think "emotionally fragile" about sums up my day, though probably at a lesser scale! I just need to get back to uni, then I'll be fine ☺