Tired

My dreams were shattered a long time ago
You bring out the worst in me, I hate that I stoop so low

I find it hard to remember what it's like to feel respected
I try to hold on to the old me, so horribly neglected

You make me feel so small
You don't care about my pain
You'll just manipulate me 'til I'm under your spell again

I don't know what to do
All I know is I'm broken
I'm tired of living like this
Yearning to be woken

But there's no nightmare to wake from
This is reality
And I have to try to set myself free

*This is old. I had it saved on my phone and I just found it :)