Who Did I Think You Were?

nouseforaname • 32 followers

I remember when I had nothing but you
It was a long time ago
When I was younger, reckless, stupid
It was at a time when I didn't know my worth
A time where I didn't know how just how valuable I was
And you tried to sell my mind and soul back to me at lower than floor value

Fuck you

I tried so hard to get you out of my mind
Even after our demise and you were no more
Even after I walked out that front door and realized I wasn't who I was before
I thought back to my false notions and ideals and
Felt sick to my stomach

I kept trying to figure out who you thought you were
I kept trying to figure out who I thought you were
When all along I should have just been focusing on who I was and who I am and what I'm worth

I would have left you behind much sooner.

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#general #personal-growth #self-discovery #toxic-relationship

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Comments & Feedback (5)

Jan 22, 2013 at 5:11 AM

Wow! So bluntly, LOVED IT! That's how I felt with my first ex girlfriend 👿

Jan 22, 2013 at 5:27 AM

yeah! It's a crazy sobering feeling - you get to the point where you realized that you put too much emphasis into someone; when they weren't all that important to begin with / it's crazy!

Jan 22, 2013 at 5:28 AM

Jan 22, 2013 at 5:37 AM

@nouseforaname totally, and to make it worse, this person who we thought is important has wasted our best youth on them 😡👿

Jan 22, 2013 at 5:58 AM

@insomnium truth

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