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Poem I Found In My Journal Written Oct 2007

Why must life be so complicated?
Stuck in two different worlds, loving two different people...
Tell me which is the right path to go?
Closing your eyes and wishing everything was presented as that's the way it goes but it doesn't work that way.
Feeling so down and confused, who can help you? Who's advice is the right one?
All you can really do is shed tears and trudge along and just make do with everything..
You miss one part of the world that you long to be in but it pushes you aside as if you're garbage so you struggle with the second world as much as possible...
You love one person with everything that you are but does that person really deserve you? Then you vow to be with the second person for eternity and once again you're tossed aside as garbage...
Can you really survive and make it?
Is anything really worth it?
All you can really do is just long for a better life and long to be loved the way you loved someone...

NayAriBella

@NayAriBella

Just a lost soul trying to find my way back!!

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Ty for liking this

@insomnium thanks for repost!