How Could I?

"I hate you for breaking,
Such a beautiful heart.
He gave you his all,
And you tore him apart.

"You broke him to pieces,
And for what gain?
You know that now,
He will never be the same.

"So many lonely nights,
He cried and wept for you,
He'll never forget,
What you've put him through.

"And now you realise,
You love him after all.
But he is no longer,
At your beck and call.

"I hate you for losing him,
Driving him away.
He could still be
With you today.

"You stupid girl,
How could you hurt him?
And then turn around,
And admit, you still love him?"

I scream these words,
At the heartbreaker I see.
I'm staring into a mirror,
And that stupid girl, is me.