That's The Way He Makes Me Feel

Another poem from my youth, I was 14 when I wrote this too. Enjoy!

I wish the world would swallow me whole
For I cannot bear the pain
But when I'm with him I'm happy
Until I'm alone again

The worst thing of all that I cannot bear
About me and my lover
I cannot be his, he cannot be mine
Because he has another

He loves her dearly
This much I know is true
But I believed that he loved me
I must have been a fool

He makes me feel like crying
But I hold it all inside
And put a happy smile on my face
To get him off my mind

There's a lot I want to tell him
So much I need to say
All these emotions I am feeling
I just wish they'd go away

He brings out the best of me
But also brings out the sorrow
The sleepless nights from crying
As I sit and wait for tomorrow

I wait for what tomorrow might bring
To see if I'll get by
What have I done to deserve this
I keep asking myself why

Why is he doing this to me
Why does he make me feel so bad
After all the time we've spent together
All the special moments we've had

I don't know if his heart is true
Or if his love's for real
All I know is he's breaking my heart
That's the way he makes me feel.