New Addiction.....

I told this guy I had a crush on him
For the first time ever
I actually admitted it......
And then told my friend to tell him
But it doesn't matter cos I admitted it.
And for me that was as good as telling him.

I was shy but I wanted him
Enough to spill the beans about everything.....I mean everything
For a while I told myself it's cos he was shy.....
And by a while I mean 3 years

I walked around for three years wishing him amazing happiness
I'd see him around sometimes and just walk on
Because even though he already had me unknowingly wrapped around his fingers
I needed him to lovingly actually wrap me in his arms first
But I didn't happen

And so graduation came
I had to leave
I got on the plane knowing that I might never see him again
But then then I turned on the flight's music playlist....and it was him
Michael Buble......
It was Michael Buble telling me to put my head on his shoulders.

I was so sad
Because it was a sad song
But also because I was leaving the country that inhabited possibly the love of my life.
And so..........I cried,and cried
For 6 hours
Under my flight blanket

So now,3years later whenever I start to think of him,
Or stalk him on twitter and Facebook
And I let myself "slip" by thinking of what we could have been
I find myself reaching for my iPad and turning on my ever ready MB playlist.
Sometimes I think maybe I've traded one addiction for another
And although I don't plan on quitting any of them ever!!!!!
I'm gonna admit this "I'm Peju and I sincerely think Michael Buble saved my heart"!!!!!!!!

Don't believe?
me try "End Of May"
Heard it 3 years ago and it's still my favorite song till date.....
He once asked in a song....."How Can You Mend A Broken Heart"
Well the answer is you Michael Buble
You can mend a broken heart.......
You mended mine.
So
Thank You.

He just wasn't that into me