What's The Use?

I stand upon the edge of knowing,
The possibilities are vast and wide,
But how can I carry on,
Without you at my side?

You helped me through the hard times,
The anger, despair and pain,
But when the time came, and you needed me,
I let you fall with the crying rain.

I let you go,
I couldn't hold,
And now my life's
Empty and cold.

I'm still ashamed,
Wracked with guilt,
I let you die,
I let you wilt.

I stand upon the edge of knowing,
The possibilities are vast and wide,
But what's the use of knowing,
When I don't have you to in, confide?