I Love You Too

Sometimes i wonder why you want to hang out with the "cool" people, instead of me.

Why can't you see that your so called "friends" are changing you into a different person that isn't the true YOU?

i have known the TRUE you since we were little...

ever since we tried to sneak into our neighbors gardens, and tried to steal their apples...

Ever since the first day we starting to meet eachother..

Ever since the day you said the words "I Love You".

But that was a long time ago, Now you treat me like shit.

You're acting like you've never have known me... like i don't exist in your life anymore.

I don't know what i have done to you, I don't have a single idea really.. i'm wondering if it's because i'm ugly, because you have told me that i am.

or because i'm not worthy to be a part of your life, you've told me that aswell.

you have bullied me since 5th Grade. When our class got cut in half...

we could only see eachother after school. you always waited for me outside school when it was over, and we walked with eachother home..

but after a month, you didn't.

when i wanted to meet you, you were always busy,

when i tried to call you, you didn't answer,

when i walked towards you, to give you a "Hi" hug, you just turned around and left.

and when i actually did get contact with you, you said the words that changed everything: "Leave me alone idiot! i don't want you in my life! i hate you! Is your brain slow or what?!" and walked away with your new friends.

that was the last time i actually dared to speak too you, but now you give me names such as "idiot" "homo" and "Dickhead".

why do you have to treat me like this? i don't deserve it, i just want everything to be normal again.

i don't know why i can't get over you, i think it's because our friendship was the only thing that was important in my life.

now i get bullied by almost everyone at school, and i have no friends at all.. Thanks to you.

I hate you.

but at the same time i don't...

i still can't stop think about the memories we've had together..

i wonder what would have happened if i told you these words before everything happened:

"I Love You Too"

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