Last Goodbye.

We're both drifting apart
I'll give you a head start

But if you leave before I wake, I wont take it to heart.

This is the third time you've said goodbye.
The third time you've cut all ties.

The third time I've sat here dry eyed and sober.
Wishing you'd disappear so this would be over.

Over my motionless body you once again tread.
Just go now, and leave me for dead.

I wont say goodbye it's already been said.
I'll close my eyes, and zone out instead.

You wished that I'd change
But I stay the same
And I'll take the blame if you'd just get on a plane.

I'm not the guy in your magazines.
I'm broken and clueless and downright obscene.

There's the door, you know how to use it.
You'll leave with the key, I hope that you lose it.

Take everything and leave and never come back.
Go back to Mr perfect, and this time unpack

He'll give you everything and all that I lack.

But before you go take this photo and store it well.

Because the next time you see me, is when we're in hell.