Change

I'm never really satisfied. It's lead to my success but also to my displeasure. Is anything ever really perfect?

Everything is changing. It always has and always will. It's what keeps life interesting but also what makes it challenging.

Life tends to move in cycles which I have been trying to fight, but can I? I've damn we'll tried. I want it all. Youth, experience, freedom, success, comfort, love. Can you have all of this if you follow the normal cycles? Raised by your parents following orders, go to college, party, get a job, get married, buy a house, have kids, save money, retire, travel, die. Is that it? Well, so far the answer is yes and no.

I've followed the path but also bent and distorted it along the way. My outlook continues to evolve which is leading to these bends. But can it hold these bends or it all going to snap back and send me catapulting along the standard path?

Where did this come from? I've done so many things and found so many interests along the way. Lets see if we can figure this out together.

I was raised in a tiny ranch house in suburbia. It was an interesting and fun childhood. I was the youngest of a group of boys within a small block of houses. On one hand this meant there was always something fun to do. Water battles, hiking through the woods, hide and seek. But on the other hand it meant I got picked on a lot which affected me in many ways. It affected my confidence and had me always on guard. It probably started with my first day of school when Eugene stuck my hand in poop.