I've been in this room for years.
Sitting, wasting my life to pain.
Hoped you would ease my fears.
But in my life your've now become my bane.
Just been in this room for years,
Sitting, wasting my life away,
I promise I'll do it tomorrow,
But tomorrow will never come my way.
I've been in this room for years,
Smoking, wasting my life this way,
Supposed to stop my tears.
But laughed them off, onto another day.
Stablishβ’
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Twenty five year old male from Sudbury, Suffolk, England. I write poetry, quotes, songs and the rare story. Thanks to all who follow, like or re-post xxx
Can't sleep. Counting sheep. Just want to forget. Give me a cigarette. So pop some pills. Giving me thrills. Just want to forget. Give me a cigarette. Eyes glazed. Mind dazed. Just want to forget.
It's 2 am, and I'm a ghost Of what I used to be. A whisper of my former self, Calls out, meekly, to me. My blood is wine, and swear to god, My visions getting blurry.
She never realized how much she hated herself until she stopped talking. She told herself that she had nothing of value to say and that nobody wanted to hear her. So she stopped.
Have to find another way To let my mind recover Another morning feeling dirty Fragile, depressed and hungover. An outcast from society, I can't handle sobriety.
No one understands the stress, No one gets the trouble, Often I wish I was them, Outside my little bubble.
emotionally drained. physically drained. I'm so tired. I sleep all day. I worry my parents. I sleep life away. I need to get up. and out of my head. I need to get out. of this damn bed.
Not feeling the pain anymore. Staring all day and night at the floor. Not wanting to cry anymore. My tears are dry as I told you before. Not wanting to talk anymore.
The tears are black. My wounds are red. I sit in a huddle, With a pounding head. My ragged breath, Shows I'm insecure. As I try to forget, And rid of the pressure. My vibrates - Friends asking why.
@Irrational_Kimmi @naaviie @GroundB I've just been going through a pretty hard time overcoming some old vices. Hopefully admitting I need help maybe is the first step, thanks for the support ππππ
@Stablish dude, you know where we all are if you need anything βΊ and you know talking/writing about problems always helps me to get perspective π
@Stablish Yeah, admitting that you need help is a pretty big first step. I really hope everything works out for you. Keep writing, it's such a great therapy. I've found it pretty useful myself. And your welcome! π
I admire your first step in admitting you need help, that takes a lot of courage. I hope you find the guidance to help you get to where you need to be in your life, and I wish you all the very best! We are all here to listen and talk through any problems that set us back!ππππ’πππβ€
@GroundB I will try to keep writing but it has been pretty badly effected recently, I try to write but it's like the well has run dry. I know it's all in my head but it's hard to just snap out of it. I really appreciate the support π
@michga Yeah I need to start opening up to people that's one of my biggest problems, I tend to keep myself to myself but maybe too much I think. I will hopefully get there soon, it's just gonna take some willpower and encouragement. Thanks for taking the time to write to me, hope all is well for you at the moment πππ
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