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A Cigarette

aleishagayle20
aleishagayle20 β€’ 570 followers

Can't sleep
Counting sheep
Just want to forget
Give me a cigarette

So pop some pills
Giving me thrills
Just want to forget
Give me a cigarette

Eyes glazed
Mind dazed
Just want to forget
Give me a cigarette

Popping skittles I know
To taste and fly over the rainbow
Just want to forget
Give me a cigarette

Still can't sleep
I'm in too deep
Just want to forget
Give me a cigarette

Take a chalky line
Help me feel fine
Just want to forget
Give me a cigarette

Take a drug
Pull the plug
Just want to forget
Give me a cigarette

Take the toxic drink
Don't want to think
Just want to forget
Give me a cigarette

I need a hole in my head
They'll find me dead
Just want to forget
Give me a cigarette

Stuck in a dream
Nothing what it seems
Just want to forget
Give me a cigarette

Drink myself to death
Hearts racing out of breath
Just want to forget
Give me a cigarette

Just need to hide
My mind I go inside
Just want to forget
Give me a cigarette

#addiction #depression #general #mental-health #self-destruction #substance-abuse
aleishagayle20

@aleishagayle20

They call me Mistress and Priestess but I'm just me young crazy and free!

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Comments & Feedback (14)

kivihe
kivihe
May 31, 2012 at 9:11 AM

Omg!! I love this piece!!! C

kivihe
kivihe
May 31, 2012 at 9:11 AM

Xx

DuRoLuRo
DuRoLuRo
May 31, 2012 at 9:14 AM

Wow.. I can relate

aleishagayle20
aleishagayle20
May 31, 2012 at 9:34 AM

@kivihe @DuRoLuRo lol thanks πŸ˜„πŸ˜πŸ˜˜

aleishagayle20
aleishagayle20
May 31, 2012 at 9:34 AM

@kivihe thanks for he repost bbe 😘

kivihe
kivihe
May 31, 2012 at 10:37 AM

@aleishagayle20 😘 cigarette is a loyal friend hehe xx

aleishagayle20
aleishagayle20
May 31, 2012 at 11:02 AM

@kivihe haha I know right lol

Stablish
Stablish
May 31, 2012 at 11:44 AM

Love itπŸš¬πŸ˜ƒ

aleishagayle20
aleishagayle20
May 31, 2012 at 11:45 AM

@Stablish thanks and thanks for the repost 😘

Stablish
Stablish
May 31, 2012 at 11:48 AM

@aleishagayle20 Your most welcome😊

lemonz
lemonz
May 31, 2012 at 11:59 AM
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aleishagayle20
aleishagayle20
May 31, 2012 at 12:06 PM

@lemonz hehe -takes a bow- thanks and thanks for the repost 😘

yowwa
yowwa
May 31, 2012 at 12:33 PM

@aleishagayle20 that's right up there girl. Bring on the wacky baccy 😊

lemonz
lemonz
May 31, 2012 at 2:36 PM
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aleishagayle20
aleishagayle20
May 31, 2012 at 2:37 PM

@yowwa hahaha πŸ˜‰ thanks glad you like 😘

aleishagayle20
aleishagayle20
May 31, 2012 at 2:37 PM

@lemonz very much appreciated 😘

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