Love You To Death

I wonder how people can cry so much,
But never show one drop of pain.
Or why I'm so mesmerized by your touch,
But I'm always left out in the rain.
So you see why I can't always trust everyone,
But I'm trying so hard to trust you,
When everything I've planned is said and done
You'll have reason to tell me you're through.
You'll leave me just like everyone else,
But not if I leave this world first
I love you to death for all the reasons I've found
But for you, I was probably worst.