I Love You

You never cease to make me laugh
My life seems so worth while
But right deep down inside me
I'm sporting a fake smile

Whenever you're around
I forget the troubles of the time
The look in your eyes toward me
I love that you are all mine

I hate the fact that I can't be true
About the way I appear inside
It's hard to spill and open the door
and let it all out wide

I hate that I'm self destructive
And the way that I usually feel
It makes the days pass slowly
With everything feeling so surreal

I can't say I'm always unhappy
Because you make me feel content
But everything in my life right now
Sometimes make my feelings bent

It has nothing to do with you
Just a fragment of my life
I have to deal with things slowly
Without dragging you into strife

Maybe one day in the future
We'll meet again with the same intent
For now I'll let you go on your way
I know it feels like a torment

Just understand, what's going on in my head
My feelings are nothing but true
This is something that just has to be done
I'm leaving you because I love you.