But you and I
Will never be
This pain I feel
You'll never see
It's not your fault
It's really not
I shouldn't have loved you
In a trap I am caught
I did this to myself
And I shall pay the price
For my heart being so dark
And cold as ice
I'll forever be lost
With no one to understand me
I'm afraid of being alone
More than you'll ever be
You're more than me
So much more...
Why did I even consider?
I am such a bore
No one will ever love
A person so stupid
Nobody could love me
Nobody could hold me
Nobody will care
Nobody could tell me
Nobody will be there
Nobody will see me as more
I'm just a bitch
A heartbreaker
A faker
And a liar
I cheat
And I kill
I can't take it anymore
I can feel it in my core
I'm slowly killing myself
With every tear that falls
With every time my heart stops beating
Cuz stop myself from breathing
Cuz I don't want to feel
The pain I wish
Wasn't so real
I wish I could go on
With life and just deal
With my misery
But I'm just too stupid
To realize I'm already dead
Lay me down
On my bed
Leave me there
I know you don't care
You have somebody else to live for
I have no one as a friend
I have no one to help me
I wish I did
I wish I did
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