Heartbreak

Jealousy surges through me
You and her, used to be
You and me

But now I'm sure
That this Pain
Is everlasting

It's a bullet, ricocheting through me
Pain takes over, while happiness
Fades away. This bullet creates

Holes in my mind
Scars upon my heart
And pain throughout my soul

I know, someday
We will be, although
It's currently hard to believe

Pain seems everlasting
But is only temporary
Although its a struggle to smile around you

But I do any way
To prove, I'm okay
But on the inside

Howling pain. Begging
To be known by you
But I refuse to cry

Because I know
That if I cry
A single tear

You'll cry
One hundred
To make me smile.