I Lay Here And Wish

I lay here and wonder
About you and me
If we could ever be some thing more
That's not in a dream

I lay here and wonder
About my family life
How most of my family
Took a nosedive, instead of strife

I lay here and wonder
About all these days
How lucky I've been
To make a clean get-away

I lay here and wonder
If you ever think of I
Uniqueness loud
But outrageously shy

I lay here and wonder
About the world
I suck at politics
And wish I could help those alone and cold

I lay here and wonder
How problems could be fixed
How much work it'd take
Its too long for this

I lay here and wonder
About all of you
My fav of the day
All though, I can never decide between the not-so-few

I lay here and wonder
What tomorrow will be
Will I pack for my upcoming adventure
Or will I go to breakfast; wake up early

I lay here and wonder
If I'm really talented
Or if I'm like my mother,
Oh so truly demented

I lay here and wonder
If I'll ever sleep
Probably not
It's too quiet for me

I lay here and wonder
About all my bad habits
Chewing nails, taking pictures of trees,
Worst of all, I have to have the T.V. On so I can truly focus

I lay here and wonder
How I could change for the better
Maybe I could stand
For something much bigger

I lay here and wonder
About my few patches in my past
The only ones I remember
That went by so fast

I lay here and wish
Upon every star
For me to stay myself
No matter who I'm with or where we are