I Told You The Truth

I told you the truth
And got a peaceful night
Full of hearts and kisses
It's finally right

But from long ago
Came 'him' again
Him being the one
Who told me to commit suicide then

No voicemails this time
Just messages on FB
I tell you once I've remembered
And tears return to me

I had to relive the story
By telling it to you
I knew what I was doing
Just not what I was getting into

You became protective
Asked who he was
Why would he do that
And I felt bad for the buzz

In truth,
I'm not used to protection
Much less from another
Including love and affection

But I began to wonder
After all had died down
Were you telling him off?
Right here, right now?

You searched for him
But you couldn't find
'Besides, I'd love to tell him off'
I hear you in my mind

"But I don't want to start him
Having a go at you again."
Then I was speechless
Counted down from 10

mew
2 kisses follow
Took my breath away again
Along with my sorrow