Now why don't you see
This pain
Writhing inside me

Isn't it obvious
As I twist and turn
That happiness is oblivious

Don't I deserve
To be noticed by you
The one without nerve

Or do you not care at all
Just standing by, waiting
For my big fall

I must not matter
To not only you
But old "friends" who chatter

We must be forbidden
Because your love for me
Is bedridden

If it was actually shone
I'd be surprised
All you have is back bone

Although I wish you cared
And that you once
Were there

I'm happy you ignored
It's taught me some lessons
That leave others floored

If it werent for going unnoticed
Where would I be
A brat in bodice?

So in a twisted light
It's truly pleasant
That you never helped me through the nights

So I thank you
For your ignorance
Because it's given me no limit, to what I can do.